Diary 7
God is always right. He said before that no one will expect nothing good to be given to them after doing good deeds. Long time ago I did not agree with this statement but I started to agree after I grown up and experience many things.
I always try my best to treat people nicely because I want to treat people nicely. But there is also another reason, which is I hope my good deeds and kindness will be repaid by God, at least don’t let very bad things happen to me.
I don’t know what is God’s view regarding my current problem. Perhaps others don’t think extending is something serious but it is serious to me. I don’t want to wait for more time to graduate. It’s very near to me now, I’m reaching there very soon.
God, am I really bad? I can only come out with something simple in the end and the examiner was not satisfied with it.
She is just like a typical Malaysian thinking, saying that I should not have chosen Ruby. Watch out. Who knows one day I am a Ruby programmer?!
She was harsh and rude, I was sad and shocked. I hope she let me pass. Please, Lord. Can you change her mind? Have mercy on me.
Life will be simpler and happier if humans have less demand and less desire.
Looks lively and beautiful!
Pretty and elegant! *love*
My Gratitude
我很常都希望自己会遇到贵人。我曾抱怨自己不会遇到贵人。但是今天我才发现自己最尊敬的老师原来就是自己的贵人。他是一个很了不起的人,而且人品又很好,简直就是一个绝种好男人。
他帮了我很多。他一直就像一盏明灯,照亮我前方的路,领导我走对的路。没有这一盏明灯,我真的不能想象我要怎么走下去。
我非常感激他,也很感谢天主。他和主是我最谢谢的两个人。
致:我最敬爱的老师
你就像一盏明灯,照亮我前方的路,领导我走下去。多大的风,都不能蒙蔽你的一双慧眼、阻挡你坚定的心。
老师,谢谢你!
**My most respectful lecturer / supervisor: Mr Yuszren Yusak
Diary 6
I hate typical Malaysian thinking. I totally anti typical Malaysian thinking. No guts. you should feel embarrassed for yourself.
Different people have different thinking. Different people have different way to succeed. Why must you interfere with my choice and my way? Why must you think that you are right?
Probably you should admire me that I have the guts to try something new and go for it. And you should admire me because I have the TRUST in my supervisor. I believe he will guide me to the right way, and he has strong reasons to recommend me using Ruby on Rails.
Ruby on Rails is better than PHP. If you don’t believe it, google it. The truth can shut your mouth.
You only see one side, you don’t see the other side, or perhaps you don’t even bother to know. No improvement means you are going to be a typical Malaysian forever. If this is not a problem for you, fine. But i don’t want to be a typical Malaysian. I want to improve and be able to compete with others. I want to be proud of myself.
Choosing A or B is up to me. You mind your own business. Friends should encourage one another. If you don’t like it, please shut up.
Everyday is a beautiful day.